Randomness

According to my Glucose Buddy app on my phone I have checked my BG 374 times since May 28 2013! Also, according to the graph my average glucose level is 124!!!! That makes me feel 1000x better about my really sucky control days when I can't seem to get out of the 180 's - 200s for anything.

I have a doctor's appointment on Thursday and I'm really anxious to know what my A1C really is. Which leads me to my next thing... I'm not really even sure he will be able to tell me because he is actually a perinatologist not an endo. When we had the consult back in February and we discussed what bad care I had been getting with my endo this doc said he would act as my endo from now all the way until I give birth. As great as he and his CDE Debbie are and I hate to go to yet another doctor,  I'm not pregnant yet and I have no idea how soon I will be. So, I think I'm going to have to broach the subject of him referring me to an endo. Maybe that was something we should have discussed when I firt met with him, but it wasn't till I met with Debbie that I decided to fire my endo. Next to getting on the pump that was probably one of the best choices that I have made regarding my diabetes. I'm nervous and apprehensive about this appointment. I'm so sick of bad, uncaring doctors. I really liked this one back when we first met with him in February, but since that was just a consult on my T1D and what steps we need to take regarding that before trying to get pregnant, I'm really not sure what to expect since this time I need to go for an endo check up.I'm just praying for grace and not another doctor who doesn't listen to me and my needs.