As I type this, I’m not even sure that I should. My blogging I feel like hasn’t been very positive lately and that in itself is frustrating. I want to start out by saying that it’s okay to be angry, and I am. I feel like most of the time in life no one ever says that it’s okay to feel or show negative emotions, that it’s a sign of weakness and I believe that’s a load. I hate how I’m made to feel like I should just let everything roll off my back, that it’s just life so I need to just deal with it. Or, that as a Christian it’s portrayed as a lack of faith. Whatever is what I say to that. I would never wish any of this awful crap on anyone, but the people that make me feel this way along with anyone who comes up with the cost of anything that we as diabetics need to keep ourselves alive and in good health, it might not be right but I wish that they would have to experience just a month of my life, then see if you still feel the same way you do now. You’d have to be an idiot to feel the same way.